ENNUI

eyes sad as a withered rose
the face- drained of the expressions
could there be a greater dilemma?
or was it just a phase?

difficult to hold back the tears,
choking inside along the pent up emotions.
the body set ablaze with agony,
turning the feelings to ashes.

never felt so helpless, alone
with a burden heavier than guilt!
desperate for a way out
in the confinement of my insecurities.

sorrowful days, under cruel eyes
my heart aching to be free
awaiting a rare miracle, if not,
then follow the fate of my destiny!